Day 6, AYAT, A big reason I am going through my medical records from last year is because I cannot remember them happening. I am missing 12 days which in some ways is a huge blessing. I don't remember being scared, or in pain, or having troubles breathing. I was having issues with all of that and my kidneys. Multiple doctors were seeing me, measuring fluids, input, output. Taking one day at a time to understand what was going on, has helped me gain a better understanding of the time that was "lost." Today, I have been working on my future. I am making some great changes and I am excited to see where life takes me. Here is one of my images created with AI. I had many dreams while I was sick and this image references one of them. In this dream I am with my dear husband and we are running away on a path into darkness. Only the moon provides light, however nothing seems right. The dream goes on for a while and I have made other images to go along with this one. In total I had over 21 dreams that I can clearly recount. This is something I have never been able to do with dreams. Must have been all of the drugs... Or delirium.