She arrived this morning at 9:30 — just in time for me to head to my doctor’s appointment at 11. I couldn’t resist giving her a quick bath first, a proper welcome home. I had just enough time to park her and walk into the office, heart still racing from the drive.

Yes, I did stall her once — it’s been a while since I’ve driven a stick, and her clutch is tight — but oh, she is worth every second. She’s everything I’ve ever wanted and more. Classic lines, a gorgeous interior, and that sound… that perfect, throaty growl that turns heads. I’ve never owned anything so beautiful. Sure, all my other cars have served a purpose, but this one feels different — she’s art on wheels. Ever since I first learned about the Hellcats, I’ve been dreaming of one. And I knew exactly what color she had to be: Plum Crazy Purple, the shade that pays tribute to the original 1970s Challengers.

She’s perfect — every curve, every detail, every bit of her. And now, finally, she’s mine. 💜

After that thrill, my doctor’s appointment was… well, not quite as exciting. The conversation was hard — one of those deeply uncomfortable topics no one wants to discuss — but I faced it head-on. Thankfully, my doctor was kind and receptive, not judgmental or dismissive. I could feel the blush threatening to rise the entire time, but I managed to stay composed, honest, and clear. I’m actually proud of that.

I left feeling equal parts relieved and exhausted. I’m so tired of being “the new one,” the odd case, the repeat customer. Still, I have to keep my focus on the goal: to stop the pain and make room for healing — to make space for my dream to come true. My hands and heart are open.

A year ago: https://mwilliamsart.com/64days/2024/10/1/september-24-2024

The image from last year reminds me that winter is coming. I absolutely love the winter but when winter comes, my baby will need to hibernate. She has way to much power to be running around on ice. Just one more reason to love Spring and Summer. I feel like there is more of a balance between all of the seasons. Summer, Spring, and some of Fall will be spent with flowers, growth, and my FBG. Winter will be spent making pumpkin bread, quilting, and dancing in the snow. This is a must!!!!

A pic to bring me closer to my 14 frozen snowflakes.