Wednesday, September 10. A couple of days ago, I had received some very heartbreaking news but other than small bouts of crying, I am doing okay. The news was along the line of having a lifelong dream, working towards it for over 20 years and finally getting a “no, this will not happen for you” kind of news. I am looking at other options, but this was the kind of thing that chops you off at your knees. Today, my head is starting to clear up and I have been able to focus on getting a few things done. It hasn’t been easy realizing my dream is just not going to happen. It would take a miracle which do happen. I just need to take it one day at a time.
https://mwilliamsart.com/64days/2024/10/1/september-10-2024 I am celebrating today with much love as it is the 18th anniversary of when I became an aunt. My dear nephew who is now 18 made me an aunt. I have always looked at him as a birthday present. I just love that our birthdays are so close. It is truly an honor to know you and to get to see you grow. I love you my sweet boy!
Now that I am caught up, I can keep going. Giving myself grace for hard times is something I am doing more of and not expecting perfection out of myself. This week will continue to be just a busy, but I know I can do it, and I will do it. One step at a time.