A year ago today would’ve been day 11. Although I was making improvements in some areas, other areas were either staying the same or slightly worse. My white blood count was really high, but the fluid on my body was almost back to normal. They started talking about an epidural to manage pain when I woke up. It honestly looked like everyone was just waiting for things to continue to get better so they could wake me up. They had done some breathing tests to see if I could come off the ventilator, but I had failed that test so I stayed on the ventilator. Skip forward to today, I have had a very quiet day. I have not gotten the things I wanted to get done accomplished. I did however, come across this really cute video and coincidentally it’s one of the songs I played on the day of this most recent surgery. It has a lot of meaning to me in its regular form and today this form brought me some laughter. I hope it brings you laughter too! Love you all be kind to each other.